play new rythm

change not change but sure it change
how can?
gatau gimana hahahahhahahhaha

the hardest thing i cant do, now ican do. wow
but i wanna try to still hangingup with you R.
so you changin me, i change you too, its fair.
yes.

a day, a week, a month, heeh too long to do this.
know someone comin.
that you know ican do before, that you know what the reason to ignore her.

haha you do that too. absolutly we fair.
maybe God make this fair.

i dont know what must i say.
but thanks for everything you teach me in short life.

see ya next life maybe we can meet you.
someway somesay:)

mind mind mind you mind mind

almost half year that i through without.
but you know what next i say. " i still remember"
haha


sebenarnya simple untuk bilang ngga, dan sebenarnya mudah buat berhenti sugesti kalau saya sekarang sendiri.
tadi siang liat time line penuh dengan muka si ini si itu ini itu dan ini. dan satu kejutan, yang gw omongin dulu menjadi kenyataan.
its hard to still smile, until a sun goes down, i dont know what my mind sugest its made by me, every minute know its made by my fult. hah how to stop blame my self.


my post. its gettin mess, i dont know what i write, hey you make me asdapoijfawoudhnoiunokefaeds.

Better choice or no estabilishment?

about that "things" again.haha
doktrinnya selama 1 tahun cukup ampuh.
atau saya yang terlalu bodoh.

R: next week i'm home
Me: alright, you should go to BDG. it's your promise (actually it is my compulsion)
R: emh, yes i will, but i'll make you sure to traded.
Me: yes. it will be sure if you in here.
R: AWSOME
Me: my pleasure to make you smile:)
R:oh, why if i sad??
Me: your habit, youll be angry with your special.haha
R: but i dont have. haha


and next conv about by what he turn to here and manage the scedule. it easy, because she grown like ladies, not like a girl. when we get conclution something happend in my head, some voice talk to me, why you force him? do you think what happend on the way when she go to here?
guess what after my head voice.?
yeah i change my first option.


Me: if you dare to be here, take your friend with you.
R: really? you're financed her?
Me: not of all, i want to financed the travel cost. and you financed her when she where here.
R: iihhh NO!!
Me: ok lets exchange it.
R: really? you have a lot of money.!!
Me: haha my pleasure to make you comfort in the trip.
R: dont do that if you dont have enough money.
Me: if you want i can through that situation. and you dont do that if you really wont to go.
R: and now......
Me: as you want as you will.


after that she doesnt rep my message.
maybe she thing hoh im not like a men whos stand by one statement.
SILLY


sorry R. you know me even before we start this conv.
:)


sorry about grammer.:D

hardest things to be done #4

delete this girl from my whole mind.

i know what i've done with you. too easy for you to delete me from your life, because I was too damn. but... what about me? i dont know why you always there, on my eyes. ( twitter idiyet) haha.