CHAPTER 1
is a daylight. i meet a girl named jeanny, first time i saw her she like a innocent girl. i meet her because of my friend sammy boy. he's best i ever have as a friend. big like a highschool student, like he's the wall who's protect me when i walk and goin' to nowhere.
first time i talked to jeanny its like a sissy covertation. i don't know what should i do. nervous its kind of feel that i do when i talked to her. [the real im just texting all time with her.] she's the first girl friend i had, girl friend like my friend who's girl. she's my junior when im in 3rd grade. beauty as her self. at that time so exited to the first. And that think bring me a hell. i cheated her to not to be a girlfriend for real for real.
i play like it just a friend. 2 month later i know she's kindda like me. and being worst because i have a real girl friend name marshy.
The girl who's told me about lost in love or lost in lust. im blind with her. like my life full of sin. and she's really sinner, and im her slave of the sinner. i know her when athletics class. i used to call her because nobody of my friend want to call her.
[PS: she's the gold of the diamond (she's around of beauty really beauty people)]
and that was the way to know her. after 2 weeks i know her, i brave to say "would you be mine?". my first dorky word to say. and the night when i talked to her, she answer. first time i go with her she talked about her past boy friend, for me it just like a passion to be her boy, because i know she's gold at that time.
and jeanny who's know me with her is kind of jelly, she never texting with me, never talked, even im sit next to her. i remember its just 2 weeks marshy know about jeanny. and world become doom its the first time i see girl fight. for a year i know they fight , jeanny the junior is like a big junior i think, she stand for her argument for a year, infect jeanny right about me, im dorky who's start to levee someone.
i through 8 month with marshy. 3 month at first like a heaven near the hell. all sin i do almost at that time. im invited by her to her bedroom, what i do? nothing, im just drawn at her wall, because she knew i can draw. almost 5 time i go to her bed room. and at the 5th because she's sick, and i lay with her in her bed. she's the one who's kiss me even many people in that room. the funny thing is her sister called angel, she remember me till this time.
